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Monday, 29 December 2003
Im sick of everyone!!!! GRRRRR
Hey, it's been awhile since i posted. Well, my X-mas as ok. I got mainly cd's and Dvd's. I got CKY, The Used, Alkaline Trio, The Crow, The Shinging, and The Ring. On Saturday i got 4 of mah wisdom teeth pulled. My mouth hurt's like a bitch. I can hardly talk or chew anything. All last night and today i'v been depressed, which isn't anything new for me. I statred liking a friend and thought he liked me to, but last night he told me he likes sum one. And i really statred liking this person within the last week. But, kim called me and i told her everything so i feel alot better. I'm probably just gonna tell him i like him soon!! New Year's is on Wednesday. Fun! Not really. I'm probably gonna see if mah best friend could come over and hang out. Friday me and Kim are gonna go down to the Alley. I have'nt been there forever. Saturday i got a party to go to, but i dunno if im gonna go cause theres to much shit goin on with everyone and im sick of hearing everything. I just can't wait till i move and i can meet new people and not have to worry about all the shit i put up with now. People think they know me and how i feel. If only people knew what i have to deal with, they wouldn't think my life is so perfect. My parent's always tell me im so lucky to have such a good life. Like they actually know wha'ts goin on in my head. If they only knew what i think about and how i feel, they would understand. Even my clostest friends think i got the perfet life. I don't. And i know i ound like everyone eles when i say this, but i really can't take this shit anymore. I get hurt for just caring about sum one. I can't help how i feel about people, and in return i get chrushed.I dunno any more. I seriously think about if anyone would actually miss me if i was gone. I'm srry i can't be perfect. That's one reason i love that Simple Plan song "Perfect" That's exactly how i feel. Well, im gonna go and do nothing, cause that's just me. I'm nothing. Later-
Posted by xxpinkfreakxx
at 11:12 PM CST
Tuesday, 2 December 2003
Things are getting better.
Hey, well i wanna wish Jason and Chelsy a HAPPY B- DAY!!!! I luv ya guys!! Well, im still sick... grrrrr. Let's see... this weekend was pretty cool. Saturday i went to the mall w/ my people. Then aftrewards me and Norbert went to Pauls house. That was pretty fun. Sunday i went to Best Buy w/ my dad. I finally got the L.D.50 cd from MuDvAyNe and the latest Linkin Park. Yea, im an idot, i just got the MuDvAyNe cd. lol This weekend i got the R.O.T.C paraid. Fun Fun!! Yea right. Then Chelsy wants eveyone to go to the mall for her B-Day and then go bak to her house afterwards. Sunday night things were buggin me and i really needed to talk to sumone so i let everything out to Mana since i tell her everything already. And after talkin to her i felt better and saw things are gettin better to!! Like i said alot of things were on my mind the other night and so thats what they were all about. Mana knos me better then alot of people. Oh yea, Mana got her hair cut and its black now. It looks awsum. I really want to get the red in my hair soon.I wish my hair was black though, the red would look better probably. I just wanna do sum kind of like streaks. Now im talkin to Eduardo. Im so fuckin bored. Im listenin to Taking Back Sunday. Their pretty cool. I'v been so hooked on listenin to "3 Libras" form A Perfect Circle. Its a good song. I'v also been listenin to 40 Below Summer alot to. I was supposed to see them on Halloween with sum friends, but we had no ride to the concert.lol Grrrr, so many people are askin to barrow my cd's. Paul has my A Perfect Circle, Shana wants the new Blink 182, and my division teacher wants the new KoRn.Well, im gonna go. Ill probably post agin later if anything exciting happens... probably not. later
Posted by xxpinkfreakxx
at 6:29 PM CST
Updated: Tuesday, 2 December 2003 6:33 PM CST
Friday, 28 November 2003
Hi
Hey, well, i finally made a blog thingy. So, yea, what's up? Nuttin here. I'v been bored lately, which isnt anything new. I'm listenin to Drowning Pool, i luv that band. Yea,tomorrow im goin to the mall with a bunch of friends. It was snowing today. I'v been sick all week. But, im gettin a lil better. Yesterday was pretty boaring. I wanted to go by my Aunts house to see a cousin i havent seen in about 5 years. If it wasnt for him, i dunno what i would of done bak then. But now everyone thinks im gonna turn out like him. Just because he used to be goth and be in a band and then a couple years ago he was in jail a couple times. Now cause i listen to metal and walk in the same shoes he used to, everyone thinks im gonna be in jail when im 22. WTF?!?!?! I hate my family for that. I'm really gettin tired of my family. Like every family, they want be to be something im not. They want be to be SMART and plan my future and shit. I"ts like, i dunno what i even want to be. I mean, i do, but my parents say im not smart enough to be a teacher. Screw them.
Anyways, Wednesday was fun. Me, Chrissy, Carly, Givan, Sergio, Paul, and Nobert went bowling. That was great. Yay, Static X is on the radio now. Heh. I really want to go to that Deftones concert on Sunday. Let's see, the last concert i was at was.... O yea, KISS. That was kick ass. That was bak in September. Me and my dad went to that. He luvs KISS. I never really liked them, but aftr seein them, i statred liking them. Theirs things that are really bothering me now, but i don't want to put it on here. If you kno me really well, then you understand. It's hard to let go of something that you really want, but in time you do. Im lettin go lil by lil, but in the end, it all comes bak to me say , its gonna happen. I dunno. I just can't wait till i move, i wont really have to deal with it then. Speaking of moving, we're gonna go look at houses next weekend. Probably Orland, or Palos. Well, im not in the mood to talk. So, later.
Posted by xxpinkfreakxx
at 10:19 PM CST
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